Tiberius, Travel

Unexpected.

Tiberius, a unicorn, and I went to San Francisco to attend two artist lectures and a docent lead tour of the Frank Stella retrospective at the De Young Museum.

But before this lovely Sunday, we spent some time in Union Square in downtown San Francisco.


What was one of the most amazing and beautiful of weekends, unexpectedly slipped into a visual reminder of the current journey Tiberius and I face together.

It is time to say goodbye to the Bay Area, and to California … the only home I have ever known.

Dare I say, ever loved.

For with Universal intervention, today we stood face to face with 2 paintings we thought to never see again. It was our hope to never see them again, even though in truth we had never seen them in real life before. Yet there they were, unexpectedly looming before us in a darkened corner of the gallery we were meandering through. Out of nowhere my heart was in my throat and my breath taken away, as was Tiberius’s… shocked and spell-bound we stood there as the weight of the pain came crashing down upon us once more.

Tiberius wouldn’t let me take a picture of them. Our day of art was over.

“Fu@k you and the dog, Samuel Miller.” – Tiberius says as my mouth falls open.

Bad monkey. But I understand.

 

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Remembering…

Tiberius and I have started to realize that the ‘outside’ world is profoundly that… outside; and if one wants to engage in its majesty and beauty one has to be committed to being completely fearless, willing to be extremely uncomfortable, and strive to be in situations that force one against their own personal boundaries, especially by the throat if necessary! There can be no 50%, no ‘sort of’, no partial way, no dipping your toes in the water…  no, none of that! 

It must be grasped with all your might, wrestled mercifully from the Goddess like a Spanish bull fighter in the ring… we must be the Matadors of our futures, the forceful takers of our lives, the aggressors in our battle to find the companion to our souls. 

It is nights like this when I can hear her whisper, when I can peek glimpses of her presence at the fringes of my perspective…


We both seek… ‘her’ and I….  we both feel the pull from the other, tangible and strong and undeniable. There is no question, here in Kyoto, her footprints still linger on the manicured sands

Remembering in Raw | YouTube Video

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Making Friends… Again

Have you heard the one about the fish and the monkey?

 

“So there we were, Tiberius and I, my loyal old and tattered droog, along the waterside of Himeji Castle, waiting for the otterknocks and the feizlesnaps,  oh my brothers, down the street from the Korova milkbar.”

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“Picture taking were we two, full of loveths and newbies wilt, for watch the other with eye open on we.”

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“When thost a creature made know its presence and henceforth rubled the antiseen for Tiberius.”

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“what is that in the distance….?”

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“A nozh scrap anytime you say” … hahaha… okay I am done writing in A Clockwork Orange style.

Short story long… Tiberius and I made a new cute little friend.

Well… we made a lot of 可愛い (kawaii) little friends, didn’t we buddy 😉

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What just another amazing day on our travels!

 

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Tiberius @ the MoMAT

The Museum of Modern Art Tokyo

It is so very strange to be surrounded by ‘Modern Art’… especially with calling myself a pretty seasoned artist, having gone to school for the Arts, and as a long standing member of the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art (SFMoMA)… and not recognizing but 3 names on the walls; actually sad would be the correct word to use. I should know better, I should have realized that outside of the academic world such an obvious truth could be easily overlooked. I was astounded to have to come to the realization, again, that my art preferences and biases are born of the society, or even the pedigree of society, that I have been raised in all this time. There are many instances on this trip where I have felt such awe… have been so reminded of my own personal view of the world, and how inclusive it has been… but this perspective was surprising, as I would never have thought I was so blind to my ignorance.

(yet another reason why everyone should travel!)

In this Museum, Tiberius and I were memorized at times, emotional at times… moved beyond words or expression at times.

 

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Our favorite piece… hands down. It encapsulates so much of the ‘modern’ Japanese experience. The display room was magnificent, the thought behind the floor placement was enlightening, and the overall work beautiful and moving.

And that goes for saying about the entire gallery. The colors of the walls, the colors of the floors, the lighting, the placement…. everything that could have been a choice was made as intently, but with a different outcome. The Modern Art Museums in the States all look the same in this regard; lit the same, hung the same, collections of the same artists… all displayed using the same methodologies us Westerners find aesthetically pleasing.

The Japanese have a different aesthetic… and it is obvious in the work displayed, and in the space they choose to display it.

(and side note: not even 1 Warhol….? not one minimalist either….? I know I am biased… but that seems like it should be standard. I mean, they had a Calder, but not a Warhol?!)

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Tiberius has always been fascinated by Picasso and his work. (see, they had a Picasso) That a man, classically trained and markedly a genius with skill, choose to paint the world in such a way as Tiberius can feel connected… well as a monkey, he just doesn’t understand. He loves the work, just finds it funny the way humans are painted “all funny” he says.

“The world today doesn’t make sense, so why should I paint pictures that do? ” -Pablo Picasso

Maybe that says something about my little travel buddy, or maybe it says something about the company I choose to keep… along with the type of the intellectual stimulation I crave.

Even if it is only a travel monkey to debate with.

Sophistry at its finest.

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Tiberius was a Samurai in his previous life. Of this there is no doubt.

 

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You needed 3-d glasses for this piece… but it was so awesome. We sat here for quite a while.

 

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For those of you who do not know, Tiberius is hyper-sensitive for any war imagery. There were a few pieces in the collection he had an emotional response to. This above piece was one of them, very moving for him.

 

The below piece Tiberius didn’t even want to look at. We were both very sad. It effected us in a way we could not have imagined, remembering that day. Were I was, my need to protect my daughter and the Merma kicking into high gear.

Lost moments, and silver linings.

Yet another reason to be thankful. No man or woman from that day will be forgotten.

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If you cant see it, she (in the picture) is riding a rubber duckie. Reminds me of a night long ago, out on the Playa during the Burning )'( Man festival… now that was one amazing night! Tiberius and I are very glad pictures and video do not exist from that trip. Much like the playa dust… those memories are better left to the winds  🙂

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oh Tiberius, of course I would find you here…

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Snaps @ Disney | part I

oh that Tiberius Augustus, he just never knows when to quit.

here he is on Space Mountain…

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and here is his video…

Space Mountain Tiberius Tokyo YouTube Video

Space Mountain Tutorial (in Japanese)

 

and here he is on Tower of Terror. (over there on the right… his arms are up too!)

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Third Tower of Terror, now ridden on three continents. (California and Florida, Paris, Tokyo)

Don’t even get me started about the people in the rest of the picture 🙂

and here is his video…

Tiberius of Terror YouTube Video

and here is our view from Thunder Mountain…

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and here is everyone else view… (hehe)

Tiberius Thunder Mountain YouTube Video